Merry Litmas

Christmas this year meant something different for me. When asked what I wanted for Christmas, I knew what I wanted couldn't be wrapped up or put it a bag. What I really wanted this year was to just enjoy the holidays with my family, and that's exactly what I got.

I spent Christmas Eve dancing Zumba and singing holiday songs with my cousin while my grandma clapped with joy. The only presents I wished for this year truly was the presence of my family. I was presented with family who love me and each other, and it'll always be a much better present than some new pair of shoes. This was actually one of the best Christmases I've had with the family despite having gotten my car towed after my first day at work and being stranded in the mall parking lot at 1 in the morning on Christmas Eve.

My holiday spirit was originally broken after finding out my car had gotten towed but I remain grateful for my best friend who picked me up in pajama shorts and given me hug I needed that night. I remain grateful for the fact that I have a mom who helps me in rough times. I remain grateful for the fact that I have a family to celebrate the holidays with. Although it really does fucking suck and quite honestly, pretty comical at how inconvenient it was to get towed on Christmas Eve, but I am sure there is something good to come out of this, I just don't know what it is yet. So I remain faithful that it meant to happen for a reason, because every unfortunate thing in my life so far has become a blessing in disguise, it's just a matter of time.